I recently hired a company to research my family's heraldry and this was the "family motto" they found to be "genuine". The direct translation seems nothing like what you would want as a motto, which is why I'm questioning what it could truly mean. How could one take a positive notion out of "being afraid of being in the middle"? Does being in the middle such as in warfare mean less important? Did being in the middle mean something bad by someone who would have used this as a mantra to strive him to be better? Please help me understand this phrase.